Monologues: On Relationships – Being

Being in a relationship is about sharing space: spiritual, emotional, intellectual, physical and geographical. Sharing that space provides intimacy as long as the the sharing is mutually respectful and connecting for both people.… Continue reading

Monologues: On Relationships – The Vulnerability of Love

You can see love in a person’s eyes when you stare long enough… I avoid his eyes. I don’t want him to know just how vulnerable I am. I need to remain detached… Continue reading

Monologues: On Relationships…

I am finding it difficult to engage in an on-again-off-again kind of relationship.  The funny thing is, the relationship isn’t really on-again-off-again; it just feels like that sometimes.  We see each other once… Continue reading

An act of desperation….

I would like to share a recent personal experience. I was on facebook recently where I encountered a status post of a very old friend: “Well it has been 1 month since My Lover,… Continue reading

*Sigh*

Four and a half years wasted.  I am trying to find the lesson in it all, make choices and move on…. … nothing is every really wasted.  There is always a lesson.  Sometimes… Continue reading

Rant…

I had a difficult day yesterday.  It wasn’t anything overwhelming or traumatizing.  It wasn’t cataclysmic, but it was difficult nonetheless.  I have been having a series of “difficult days” and I think what… Continue reading

Float

I was right there, in my imagination, experiencing it all: pain, rejection, fear, isolation.  It becomes a simple business transaction, one to disconnect. I need that distance from myself, all in the name… Continue reading

From Womb to Tomb

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t utter.” ~James Earl Jones  It’s an interesting and overwhelming realisation that a lifespan can hold so much within… Continue reading

Terrified…

If you are wondering why I am posting with such an explosive and dramatic tone, it is because I am feeling overwhelmed and horrified by what I think (and I hope my thinking is just… Continue reading

Evergreen Air Museum

On our journeys in the State of Oregon, we visited the Evergreen Air Museum.  Here are some pictures from that trip.  I had an odd feeling when we were up in the section… Continue reading