My Heart is Broken…

I was hurt by a friend today but I can’t really blame her; I am sure I have hurt her too. I’ve been stressed with an overburdened workload along with the pressure of… Continue reading →

Loving…

I often wonder how we love…. how we fall in love, stay in love, love with passion, love unconditionally. I wonder how our love changes over time. When we think we’ve stopped loving… Continue reading →

Monologues: On Relationships – The Vulnerability of Love

You can see love in a person’s eyes when you stare long enough… I avoid his eyes. I don’t want him to know just how vulnerable I am. I need to remain detached… Continue reading →

Monologues: On Relationships…

I am finding it difficult to engage in an on-again-off-again kind of relationship.  The funny thing is, the relationship isn’t really on-again-off-again; it just feels like that sometimes.  We see each other once… Continue reading →

An act of desperation….

I would like to share a recent personal experience. I was on facebook recently where I encountered a status post of a very old friend: “Well it has been 1 month since My Lover,… Continue reading →

*Sigh*

Four and a half years wasted.  I am trying to find the lesson in it all, make choices and move on…. … nothing is every really wasted.  There is always a lesson.  Sometimes… Continue reading →

Rant…

I had a difficult day yesterday.  It wasn’t anything overwhelming or traumatizing.  It wasn’t cataclysmic, but it was difficult nonetheless.  I have been having a series of “difficult days” and I think what… Continue reading →

Float

I was right there, in my imagination, experiencing it all: pain, rejection, fear, isolation.  It becomes a simple business transaction, one to disconnect. I need that distance from myself, all in the name… Continue reading →

From Womb to Tomb

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can’t utter.” ~James Earl Jones  It’s an interesting and overwhelming realisation that a lifespan can hold so much within… Continue reading →